a late little gift

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before you go in, press play ya. aku ada lagu buat nemenin kamu scroll webnya.

for someone who still matters in a soft way

happy birthday,in my own little way.

this page is not here to make things heavy. i just wanted to leave something that feels warm, honest, and a little prettier than plain words.

Why this song?Read the letter

birthday wish

semoga tahun ini bawa banyak hal baik buat kamu.

more calm. more good surprises. more moments where life feels like it’s finally being nice to you.

the way some random days felt lighter just because you were around

how familiar everything felt back then, even the quiet parts

how some songs still sound like they accidentally belong to you

the fact that a few good memories still know how to stay soft

why i picked about you

because it sounds like remembering someone.

I chose About You bukan karena lagunya sedih banget, tapi karena rasanya familiar. It doesn’t try too hard, nggak terlalu loud, tapi tetap tinggal di kepala. Kayak perasaan yang datang pelan-pelan, terus tiba-tiba sadar… oh, ini tentang seseorang yang pernah berarti.

Lagu ini juga punya vibe yang quiet, tapi bukan kosong. Lebih ke tenang, soft, dan jujur. It feels like remembering someone without forcing it, tanpa harus didramatisir. Kadang cuma lewat potongan lirik atau nada, terus langsung keinget momen tertentu tanpa sengaja.

And maybe that’s why I picked this. Because it feels real. Nggak berisik, nggak berlebihan, tapi tetap ada. Kayak beberapa hal tentang kamu di kepala aku. Nggak selalu muncul, tapi sekali datang, rasanya masih sama.

playlist

i left the playlist here too.

btw, kalau kamu sadar, aku buat satu playlist baru buat kamu. Kamu inget nggak dulu aku suka banget bikin playlist buat kamu, buat kita. Terima ya, ini playlist buat kita untuk sekarang. Kalau nggak, anggap aja playlist ini aku buat khusus buat kamu hehe.

open in spotify

kalau nggak kebuka di device tertentu, pakai tombol ini aja.

small note

i didn’t choose this song to make things sad. i chose it because it feels true.

cinematic story

maybe we were asked to grow first, before life lets us try again.

this part tells the story the way i hold it in my head: dari SMA, satu kepanitiaan, LDR, sampai harapan buat ketemu lagi di waktu yang lebih baik.

scene 01

the first time life quietly introduced us.

so this is where it starts.

i didn’t know this would matter so much.

story chapter

we met in high school

Semuanya mulai dari SMA yaa hehe. Dua orang yang bahkan awalnya nggak kenal, dan aku cuma bisa lihat kamu dari kejauhan sambil bilang ke Jibril kalau aku kagum sama kamu, walaupun kamu mungkin nggak percaya cerita ini.

maybe this is not the part where everything works out yet. maybe this is just the part where both of us become who we need to become first.

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